hello, everyone!
sorry i haven't been on for a while, been busy with school, guitar, the rest, you know.
i'd like to get a busking licence, i think you can get free ones in subi?
but you have to pay for them for the city.
but hey, you get paid just for practising, you know?
get a nice spot, just sit around playing & drinking coke.
or hot chocolate if its cold outside.
or coffee if its early.
you get the general jist. or gist. whatever it is.
i think its gist?
anyway.
my fish are still alive, so that's good.
so is my bird.
i don't kill ALL of my pets accidentally.
there's only been 3.
they were all guinea pigs.
but i don't think it was my fault.
coz it was in summer, & they lived outside. maybe it was heat stroke?
errrr.
i am currently trying to fix up my myspace, but the CSS doesn't like me.
pretty sure i'll get it eventually.
everyone's still asleep so i can't listen to my music.
uncool.
well can't stay long, got to go feed the bird, get ready for tennis.
byeeeee!
LOL bffl.
have a good weekend :)
i know you're reading.
sorry, fans (& i know there is a lot of you ;), i was on holiday for a while.
next time i'll give a heads up.
you know what bothers me?
when you think someone is your friend, then they get angry at you for a stupid reason & say stuff behind your back.
i really, REALLY hate that.
but i guess some people just aren't "friend material". you try & try to be friends with them, but then they just throw it in your face.
i guess some people are just like that.
why, though?
why would you want to be like that? to not consider anyone else but yourself.
if you do that, people are going to pretend to like you, but secretly hate you.
such a beautiful world this is.
some people just fuck it up for the rest of us.
like terrorists, for example.
just because some terrorists are muslim, doesn't mean that ALL muslims are bad.
i know lots of muslims, they're some of the nicest people you'll meet.
also, one other thing i'd like to point out.
you know, everyone is always like, "lip piercings are RANNNNNNKKKKK, but ear piercings are normal."
if everyone got lip piercings when they were born instead of ear piercings, everyone would be like, "ear piercings are RANNNNNNNNNKKKK, but lip piercings are normal."
i know, i know.
some people think that facial piercings on girls are disgusting, it ruins their beauty, etc.
but i think in some cases, it actually can ENHANCE their beauty.
like for example, some people like monroe piercings on girls.
for those of you who don't know, a monroe piercing is a piercing placed off center, above the upper lip & is meant to resemble a beauty spot.
i personally dislike this piercing, but to each his own, right?
i'd like a lip piercing, i'm one of those people who just generally like piercings.
& my dad hates that about me.
i don't like neck piercings or anything like that, though.
i quite like lip, nose, tragus (i'm getting one, it's on the flap of cartilage on your ear, closest to your face & cheekbone, google it.) belly piercings are ok, they're overdone though. i quite like hip microdermals, but everyone else hates those.
i think they look really feminine.
but yes, i'd like a lip piercing. possibly snakebites, but they are becoming too associated with emo.
i think i'll just have to keep bugging my dad about it. :)
well i'm off to make a toasted sandwich (omnomnom) but will return later for more,
adios til next time, ciao bonjorno.
aren't dreams interesting?
it's kind of like a solar eclipse, when you think about it.
during the day, you think your thoughts consciously, whereas at night, your thoughts are subconscious; sometimes they make sense, other times they dont.
some people believe that dreams mean something. kind of like predicting the future in a twisted sort of way.
i believe dreams are the brain's way of telling you that you are over-thinking during the day. my dreams rarely make sense, & they're kind of scary in a bizarre fashion, some people might say that im amazingly brilliant in this way, but i actually dont think it means anything.
what about a nightmare?
what is a nightmare?
who really knows?
in my opinion, a nightmare is just a dream, with feelings of fear, horror, distress, etc.
i think nightmares are greatly influenced by stressful situations in the person's walking life.
but still, isnt it weird? how your brain can take your daily thoughts & warp them into something amazing? something that sometimes feels really real & when you wake up you think, "oh im so glad thats over!" or "i wish i never woke up!" it is truly spectacular what the human brain can do.
we are an amazing species.
haha thanks steph, it was great :)
except for those certain people who said they wanted to meet me,
turns out they wanted to meet my friend, i was just there as their photographer.
"aww, bye!" hugs all round.
yeah, lets just wave to leila, i dont really want to touch her.
K THANKS, I LOVE YOU TOO.
but yeah other than that, it was really fun, thanks for inviting me steph.
sorry i couldnt bring any redbull.
i wasnt as un-co as i thought i would be, so that was good.
but dont you hate it when people use you to get closer to your friends?
you make an effort, & they dont seem to care as much as you do.
i try not to care, but when i do care, nobody else does.
"spice up your blog"
NO, I DONT WANT TO.
what if im just a plain, sort of normal person (dont say anything)
i dont want spice on my blog.
i dont like spicy food much.
ill stick with ice-cream & orange juice & tickling the roof of my mouth with a toothbrush.
thank you very much daniela, for following me & teaching me, oh wise one.
i am slowly getting the hang of this.
now lets see,
my day so far.
no, there is actually no point in talking about that because this day has hardly even started.
does m&ms in milk count as cereal?
EASTER! yes, it was easter yesterday. & everyone was like, "omg happy easter leila! may jesus be with you!" & posting 457329579457923847293847 bulletins.
several problems about that.
- i already know its easter. i dont need 43958734895734572893457 or however many bulletins telling me so.
- i dont believe in jesus.
- your bulletins are taking up space on MY bulletin board, which could be hosting WAY better bulletins.
yes, i know, it was easter. stop harrassing me, fools.
would also like to take this opportunity of my fame to give a shout out to jasmine plane.
she still likes me even though i make her talk to me for hours on the phone :) & i shall see yous all TODAY! at stephs party.
i think we're bringing redbull?
i dont even LIKE energy drink, but i guess its stephs day, so we shall celebrate in hideously stupid ways that we will probably regret the next day or so.
i look retarded in rollerblades.
oh, god of rollerblades, help me in not falling over & making a fuckwit of myself.
sorry im not very good at social situations. id rather stay home & eat 2 minute noodles & watcha animal planet in my underwear. true story.
my computer battery is quickly depleting. i cant spell to save my life.
spelling,
english,
ms VRANJES.
OMG WOMAN, DIE.
leave me ALONE.
get off my BACK.
find someone else to sexually harrass.
KIDDING.
but i swear, she has something against me.
just because i never hand in my assignments & when i do they're completed the period before english.
god.
if i was an english teacher, id give every child an A & write "your child was the only child in the class to get an A"
well im off for now, adious til next time! :)