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aren't dreams interesting?

it's kind of like a solar eclipse, when you think about it.
during the day, you think your thoughts consciously, whereas at night, your thoughts are subconscious; sometimes they make sense, other times they dont.

some people believe that dreams mean something. kind of like predicting the future in a twisted sort of way.

i believe dreams are the brain's way of telling you that you are over-thinking during the day. my dreams rarely make sense, & they're kind of scary in a bizarre fashion, some people might say that im amazingly brilliant in this way, but i actually dont think it means anything.

what about a nightmare?
what is a nightmare?
who really knows?
in my opinion, a nightmare is just a dream, with feelings of fear, horror, distress, etc.
i think nightmares are greatly influenced by stressful situations in the person's walking life.

but still, isnt it weird? how your brain can take your daily thoughts & warp them into something amazing? something that sometimes feels really real & when you wake up you think, "oh im so glad thats over!" or "i wish i never woke up!" it is truly spectacular what the human brain can do.

we are an amazing species.

haha thanks steph, it was great :)

except for those certain people who said they wanted to meet me,
turns out they wanted to meet my friend, i was just there as their photographer.

"aww, bye!" hugs all round.
yeah, lets just wave to leila, i dont really want to touch her.

K THANKS, I LOVE YOU TOO.

but yeah other than that, it was really fun, thanks for inviting me steph.
sorry i couldnt bring any redbull.

i wasnt as un-co as i thought i would be, so that was good.

but dont you hate it when people use you to get closer to your friends?
you make an effort, & they dont seem to care as much as you do.
i try not to care, but when i do care, nobody else does.

"spice up your blog"
NO, I DONT WANT TO.

what if im just a plain, sort of normal person (dont say anything)
i dont want spice on my blog.
i dont like spicy food much.

ill stick with ice-cream & orange juice & tickling the roof of my mouth with a toothbrush.

thank you very much daniela, for following me & teaching me, oh wise one.
i am slowly getting the hang of this.

now lets see,
my day so far.

no, there is actually no point in talking about that because this day has hardly even started.
does m&ms in milk count as cereal?

EASTER! yes, it was easter yesterday. & everyone was like, "omg happy easter leila! may jesus be with you!" & posting 457329579457923847293847 bulletins.

several problems about that.

1. i already know its easter. i dont need 43958734895734572893457 or however many bulletins telling me so.
2. i dont believe in jesus.
3. your bulletins are taking up space on MY bulletin board, which could be hosting WAY better bulletins.

yes, i know, it was easter. stop harrassing me, fools.

would also like to take this opportunity of my fame to give a shout out to jasmine plane.

she still likes me even though i make her talk to me for hours on the phone :) & i shall see yous all TODAY! at stephs party.

i think we're bringing redbull?

i dont even LIKE energy drink, but i guess its stephs day, so we shall celebrate in hideously stupid ways that we will probably regret the next day or so.

i look retarded in rollerblades.

oh, god of rollerblades, help me in not falling over & making a fuckwit of myself.

sorry im not very good at social situations. id rather stay home & eat 2 minute noodles & watcha animal planet in my underwear. true story.

my computer battery is quickly depleting. i cant spell to save my life.

spelling,

english,

ms VRANJES.

OMG WOMAN, DIE.

leave me ALONE.

get off my BACK.

find someone else to sexually harrass.

KIDDING.

but i swear, she has something against me.

just because i never hand in my assignments & when i do they're completed the period before english.

god.

if i was an english teacher, id give every child an A & write "your child was the only child in the class to get an A"

well im off for now, adious til next time! :)

hi, im not sure what i am doing currently, i dont know how to work this.

but im sure ill figure it out eventually, thanks to the help of daniela & steph, who also both have this blogger things & know how to work it much more than i do.

steph eats dogs.
just thought id mention that.

YES, SO ANYWAY,
who is leila jakupovic?
possibly the coolest person in the world, who knows?
look me up in 1000 years; ill be in all the books!